2000
For years my winter world has been in the
house cave. Wake me when its spring. With my heart captured by the star
gods, I must relinquish the safety of my winter slumber and venture out
into the clear, crisp winter bite your nose, cold. For the first time in
fifteen years I have bought myself some official floor stomping winter
boots. I have been forced to buy men's boots because for some unknown
reason the manufactures feel women aren’t active and therefore make
our boots light and skimpy. The boots come thick, tall, wide and burly,
right out of some creature feature. Since the top of the boot meets the
middle of my calf, I walk more like an abominable snowman. Dogs tilt
their heads in wonder. I down one layer, then second, and follow with
noisy, swishing ski pants. It’s a good thing I don’t have to sneak
up on anyone. The coat is next, followed by a stocking hat that swallows
my face, and thick mittens that transform into gloves. Behold, its
balloon woman. I go from being Barney Fife to Incredible Hulk.
By the time I down the appropriate
attire, set up my telescope, set up reference book, notebook and
flashlight I am to tired to look. Well, not really. The anticipation for
a new adventure over rides any fatigue. As the search progresses I find
the greatest challenge is in using my gloves to turn the pages in my
reference book and trying to write well enough so I can decipher it
later.
I live out in the country with the
wildlife. I treasure my moments when the animals allow me the privilege
to see them. This one night I had gone through the ritual of setting up
and was having a wonderful time discovering new stars. Rustling in the
trees is not uncommon here, part of being in the wild. But being in the
blackness of night brings in a joining of fear and my imagination. I don’t
like to bite into fear. When the noises came from the crab apple tree
about twenty feet away, between me and the house, I knew who it was.
This year we have a family of seven raccoons, two Moms and five kits,
that raid my trees at night. I delight in their presence. I decided that if the
noises stayed in the tree, I would not allow the fear to bother me.
Every once and a while the growling between them would cause a little
twinge of fear. I continued to staying focus on my star gazing.

Concentration can be intense when trying
to find the elusive Messier objects. I had placed my telescope at the
bottom of our "U" driveway. Suddenly their was a noise at the
opening of the "U". The noise was moving my way. Fear
presented itself full face, grabbed me and claimed victory. I wanted to
run to the house but what of the raccoons, where are they now? My bulky boots
made it impossible to run. I was halted as quickly as I started. Words like bear and
eat you up filled my mind. But alas it was Mama deer and the two kids
coming for apples and bird seed. They turned and ran as well. Mom
probably told the fawns, that the noise was the human that comes out at
night and stares into a round cylinder. Viewing went on for a little
longer, but I was never the same. The noises from the woods continued to
have a field day with my imagination. There had been reports of bears
and mountain lions in the area as well.
Since this event the neighbor dog has
discovered my nightly joy and comes for visits when I am out. I call her
my knight in shining armor. She keeps the noises at bay. All to often
though, the dog comes late at night and calls me out by doing a drive-by
barking. I think she has a touch of greyhound in her because she’s
gone before I can go outside and yell at her.
If you ever see a round dark glob
rustling in the night, it may be just me having a peek at the tall sky.
Such is the passion of winter viewing.
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